Perihal Hari Ibu :)

Salam,


Hari ini hari ibu. Orang cakap sambut hari ibu dosa. Saya tak mahu komen apa-apa, tapi bagi saya apa pun balik pada niat masing-masing. Memang betul tiap-tiap hari kena sayang and appreciate our mom, tapi kalau dah hari-hari dok wish Happy Mother's day, bagi present, dok cakap I love you so much bagai, nanti ibu-ibu dok cakap kita buang tebiat hyper la pulak. Kalau kita sambut hari ibu dengan berparti dan minum alcohol, tentu-tentu lah dosa, tapi macam mana kalau kita sambut dengan majlis kesyukuran? Apa pulak hukumnya? Well, I  guessed better to leave the judging part to Allah.

So mom, 

There are no tulips for you this year. Hari tu anakmu ini tanya, then you jual mahal..cakap takmau. So I decide to write something for you as an exchange of a gift. Bisa engak? Haha.

Well, I'm sorry I cannot be there by your side during this Mother’s day, still struggling with my final exam here, but I hope you know how much I love you. I always adore you and you are my strength that keeps me going. How you juggle your time to raise us up as a single parent and a working mother was freaking awesome. You are such an amazing, brilliant, awesome, incredible, remarkable, inspiring, super mom!

Mom,

It’s the little things that usually passed us by unnoticed and we failed to appreciate them. So, I would like to start up by saying thank you for things that you have done for me all these years. Thank you for dropping me off to school, to tuition class, to anywhere I want to go. Thank you for cooking for me (although you cook for Sultan’s more frequent than you cooked for me~haha!), thank you for helping me with my homework, thank you for the brilliant idea you always give, thank you for asking me to accompany you to Scotland. That was quite a memory, a fond memory we have together beside the time I spent in hospital, taking care of you. Thank you for lending me your cars, thank you for the ASB account you open up for me, thank you for the trip to Korea, Indonesia, and Singapore…where else did I go? Thank you for punishing me when I act like a jerk, thank you for the support you always have for me, thank you for the trust you have in me, thank you for making me a Reiki Master, that was by far the most precious gift from you which I can used for the rest of my life. Thank you for all that and more. Well, I can’t thank you enough, but a very huge thank you for you for always being there for me, whenever I need you. You are my very best friend and will always do.

I would also like to say I’m sorry if I ever made you upset, if I ever made you cry, if I ever cause any unhappiness to you, even slightly. One of my goals in life is that I want to make you happy, I want to make you proud, and I want to make you feel contented with whatever I say, whatever I do and whatever I’ve achieved, and if I can get that, than a part of my life is already a success.

Also, I am eagerly awaits for the day that you reached the golden age. Not because I can’t wait to send you to old folks home, No! I’m not going to do that, that’s not going to happen, but because I cannot wait to repay you all those years that you spent patiently, cleaning me, feeding me, raising me up and basically taking care of me. You have been there for me in my time of need, so I want to be there for you during your time of need. I know it’s impossible to repay all that you have done for me, but I wish I can give it a try.

So mom, there is no words to describe how much I love you and I know I am bad at showing my love to you, but just so you know, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. Happy Mother’s day!

Well, I’ve always known you love me though, but will never know how much. Hug and kisses for you. Take care~

From your super awesome daughter!

Nabila binti Ruba’i

I think I just screwed my LAW paper!

Salam peeps!

Lama kan tak menghapdate! Kebizian kemelandaan kerana sedang kesibukan dek final exam. Two down, another two to go. Empat paper sahaja untuk finale kali ini. Tapi banyak nak kena study ngalahkan ade enam tujuh subjects. Tadi baru settle paper Health& Safety Legislation. Alhamduliilah dah settle...but I do think I screwed up! Agak kecewa sedikit sebenarnya sebab agak banyak effort yang sudah ditaburkan dan dituai untuk paper LAW ini, akan tetapi bila dapat soalan nye tadi, beberapa minit telah dihabiskan dengan jayanya sebab aku hanya mampu terkebil-kebil melihatkan soalan tadi.

What the frog la kan soalan dia. Tiga jam masa diberikan tidak mencukupi okeh! Bayangkan untuk tempoh 3 jam, rasanya aku sempat  memandu dari  Cheras ni balik ke Muar kemudian patah balik ke Cheras. Sempat berhenti RnR lagi makan-makan ke membuang saham ke..tak gitu? Tapi paper tadi, 3 jam pon tak menyempat. Kalau ikutkan nafsu amarah aku, mau jugak aku koyak-koyakkan paper tadi tanda aku protes. Naik kebas tangan menulis. Tanya soalan punya la banyak, sampai aku kena tulis satu muka surat setengah semata-mata nak dapatkan 5 markah. Gila ter~ uji kesabaran aku.

Moment bila aku keluar dari exam hall not knowing apa yang aku dah jawab tadi memang betul-betul buat aku down. Sedih ok~harapan nak dapat 4 flat macam hambar je. Bau A macam jauh je..sobs sobs~~

Tapi tak apalah, aku dah cuba sehabis baik, sekurang kurangnya aku tahu aku dah berjuang sebelum mengalah. I've done my part, so berserah dan redha saja pada Allah. Kalau ada rezeki, insyAllah tak kemana (chewahh, ayat nak sedapkan hati). Just pray, wait and see :)