Saturday, May 12, 2012

Perihal Hari Ibu :)

Salam,


Hari ini hari ibu. Orang cakap sambut hari ibu dosa. Saya tak mahu komen apa-apa, tapi bagi saya apa pun balik pada niat masing-masing. Memang betul tiap-tiap hari kena sayang and appreciate our mom, tapi kalau dah hari-hari dok wish Happy Mother's day, bagi present, dok cakap I love you so much bagai, nanti ibu-ibu dok cakap kita buang tebiat hyper la pulak. Kalau kita sambut hari ibu dengan berparti dan minum alcohol, tentu-tentu lah dosa, tapi macam mana kalau kita sambut dengan majlis kesyukuran? Apa pulak hukumnya? Well, I  guessed better to leave the judging part to Allah.

So mom, 
There are no tulips for you this year. Hari tu anakmu ini tanya, then you jual mahal..cakap takmau. So I decide to write something for you as an exchange of a gift. Bisa engak? Haha.
Well, I'm sorry I cannot be there by your side during this Mother’s day, still struggling with my final exam here, but I hope you know how much I love you. I always adore you and you are my strength that keeps me going. How you juggle your time to raise us up as a single parent and a working mother was freaking awesome. You are such an amazing, brilliant, awesome, incredible, remarkable, inspiring, super mom!

Mom,
It’s the little things that usually passed us by unnoticed and we failed to appreciate them. So, I would like to start up by saying thank you for things that you have done for me all these years. Thank you for dropping me off to school, to tuition class, to anywhere I want to go. Thank you for cooking for me (although you cook for Sultan’s more frequent than you cooked for me~haha!), thank you for helping me with my homework, thank you for the brilliant idea you always give, thank you for asking me to accompany you to Scotland. That was quite a memory, a fond memory we have together beside the time I spent in hospital, taking care of you. Thank you for lending me your cars, thank you for the ASB account you open up for me, thank you for the trip to Korea, Indonesia, and Singapore…where else did I go? Thank you for punishing me when I act like a jerk, thank you for the support you always have for me, thank you for the trust you have in me, thank you for making me a Reiki Master, that was by far the most precious gift from you which I can used for the rest of my life. Thank you for all that and more. Well, I can’t thank you enough, but a very huge thank you for you for always being there for me, whenever I need you. You are my very best friend and will always do.


I would also like to say I’m sorry if I ever made you upset, if I ever made you cry, if I ever cause any unhappiness to you, even slightly. One of my goals in life is that I want to make you happy, I want to make you proud, and I want to make you feel contented with whatever I say, whatever I do and whatever I’ve achieved, and if I can get that, than a part of my life is already a success.

Also, I am eagerly awaits for the day that you reached the golden age. Not because I can’t wait to send you to old folks home, No! I’m not going to do that, that’s not going to happen, but because I cannot wait to repay you all those years that you spent patiently, cleaning me, feeding me, raising me up and basically taking care of me. You have been there for me in my time of need, so I want to be there for you during your time of need. I know it’s impossible to repay all that you have done for me, but I wish I can give it a try.

So mom, there is no words to describe how much I love you and I know I am bad at showing my love to you, but just so you know, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. Happy Mother’s day!

Well, I’ve always known you love me though, but will never know how much. Hug and kisses for you. Take care~


From your super awesome daughter!
Nabila binti Ruba’i

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